It's finally summertime, and things are finally coming around. Read my long-term horoscope for this year and realized that the darkest hour is over. The planets are turning a new page. I'm rediscovering my long dormant love of writing. I'm remembering what it felt like to spend a whole summer day writing about characters that I know like siblings or distant relatives. It's not something that's going to go away any time soon, I'm beginning to realize. On the first day back of Spring Semester my mentor died, and I dissociated from people and the only way I knew how to cope was through this page. Like some strange symbol straight from a novel, I heard about Jason's cancer at the beginning of Autumn when the sky became gray and the leaves turned brown and died. I prayed through the winter, and endured the rites of spring. Now there's sunshine and green leaves, and I got my first commission to write a play. I'm getting paid to do what I wanted to do since I was 8 years old. There's a lot of work ahead, but I'm confident. My prediction will be realized: This is going to be the best summer I've had in a long time.
So I'm going to order an overpriced coffee with the last few dollars I have, I'm going to sit myself down, and I'm going to write about the journey of Springtime into the darkness of Hell. 1, 2, 3... go.